You're young, and it seems like without these people in your life you may be left alone, but give yourself some time to gain perspective. Purge every trace of her from your life. You tend to stick close to what you are familiar with when you are afraid of getting hurt. His automatic go-to after we split was to go on the offensive. So, here at ExRecovery we suggest they last for shorter intervals of time that reflect your personal situation. Find a reason to gain value in your own self before seeking the approval of strangers. Put all of your efforts into becoming this person, even if it seems impossible.
Tom, one of my childhood friends, was always kind of bummed out, until he met Josie, a fast-talking, high-energy woman who brought him out of his shell.
My Ex Girlfriend is Dating One of My Friends
If something was going to be on the test, he would repeat it three times in that loud, hellfire and damnation sort of way. All of those old wounds stick around, just waiting to be re-opened. I'm also upvoting this. Dealing with related issues myself, so my heart really goes out to you, but like the above comments - you have to figure out what you want to do first, and then we can help you figure out how. Do you want him to never talk about XYZ?